juz knew smth..hmm..even when all i need may be juz a miracle..i still wont give up, i guess. yep i feel tat im stupid..i almost lose mi strength and courage.but sharon lim juz wont give up easily. she wont admit defeat easily. tats juz so mi. but everytime when i make a decision, there will always be smth tat make mi switch sides. so, wads next?